Now that the word is officially out that I am now a mom of two, you, along with a bunch of other people are probably wondering why I kept this last pregnancy a secret. My last pregnancy with my son, a now rambunctious almost 3-year-old, taught me a lot.

As with anyone expecting for the first time, I was excited, and I would be the last of my sisters to become a mother. Listen, I thought I would be an “auntie mommy” forever so as you can imagine, my excitement when we found out we were expecting we wanted to tell all of our loved ones.

I told my family and friends the good news after I reached three months of pregnancy. Because I like surprises, at the time, I opted to not find out the sex. Of course, this was after I had to convince my fiancé that it would be a special experience for both of us, and I was right. This time around, we chose to do it differently. We decided to keep the news of our expanding family to a very small group of immediate family and close friends.

We only told my mom, sisters, in-laws and close friends. Those who knew were sworn to secrecy and were asked to respect our wishes. Others that knew were aware only because they saw me and we preferred it that way.

So why did I keep this pregnancy a secret?

Reason #1: I Kept My Sanity

My fiancé and I are high school sweethearts of 14 years, as you can imagine, everyone was excited that we were expecting our son. My in-laws, especially since he was their first grandchild. The questions, and unwarranted advice (with good intentions), and constantly being asked what are you having? Why don’t you want to know [the sex]?” It allowed me to keep my sanity and not snapping on people who ask way too many questions.

 

Reason #2: Peace

This pregnancy was not as forgiving as the first. They do say that pregnancies with girls get the best of you. With this pregnancy, I was exhausted most of the time, not active as I was previously, and on top of that, I was raising a toddler. I just wanted peace this time around. I didn’t want to be seen, as I didn’t feel as comfortable in my body.

Reason #3: I wanted to live my life OFF of Social Media

With life now being a popularity contest due to social media, I didn’t think that it mattered who actually knew what was going on in my uterus and why would it? It didn’t affect them in any way (unless you wanted to donate a substantial amount to my kid’s college fund). The fact of the matter is a brag culture of social media has resulted in us being too busy creating a story for our lives online and not living them. I was just trying to live, take care of a toddler and make sure that he got as much of our attention as he could before the arrival of his sibling. I wanted to focus on work and progressing in my career. Basically, I was too involved in my growing family that it didn’t matter to me who knew. I just knew that I didn’t want this gift to be known and shared until we were ready and we wanted people to know that – family and friends I’ve known for years included.

So not only did I keep the pregnancy a surprise, I also opted out of finding out the gender. This allowed us to wait until the right time to do a 3D sonogram, take our son to see and finally realize for himself that “I’m going to be a big brother!”

We are happy we kept this pregnancy a “secret”, especially since towards the end I faced a few complications that resulted in me having to have another emergency C-section. My daughter was three weeks early due to her umbilical cord being wrapped around her neck twice, which causing her to stop breathing periodically for almost three weeks straight. After she was born, she spent one week in the NICU due to low birth weight and low blood sugar. It was stressful, but with not having to answer to many people as to what was going on with my pregnancy, as before, it was not as stressful as it could have been.

The Big Announcement!

Once we were ready, we told everyone how we wanted in our own way and on our time, which it is how it should be. Even though Beyoncé’s announcement of her pregnancy with twins threw a wrench in my plans to announce the arrival of my daughter on the day she turned 4-weeks old, I forgave her, as she is “The Queen.” The day after Bey’s announcement, I shared that our son now has a sidekick. I was congratulated with many sincere well wishes, but I know there were a few who were wondering, “Why did she do that?” In true Shani fashion, I honestly could’ve cared less. My family of three is now four, and what matters most is baby Aria Rose is loved by her mom and dad, her new big brother Cayden, and lots of family and friends.

Every Superhero Needs a Sidekick

The takeaway

Surprises are good: they stop things being predictable, and the problem with predictability is that we anticipate the ending.

 

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Shani, a Brooklynite, is the owner of 71ateChef, and mother of two year old Cayden and newborn daughter Aria Rose . She shares her love of the culinary arts with her clients, friends and family. Oh, and lets not forget her mini chef, Cayden, whom you will see featured in many of her posts.
  • Jennifer

    A Great Secret. Mothers will be happy when read this article. Thanks

  • Kirstin Fuller

    Congratulations! Yes even superheroes need a cute little sister sidekick. I can totally understand why you kept her a secret and the need for sanity.

  • I believe in keeping some of life to yourself. The world doesn’t need a front row show to my life. Congrats on baby girl.

  • Jonna

    My best friend kept her second pregnancy pretty much a secret until she couldn’t anymore. And she kept the name a secret until the baby was born. She never talked about it on social media, so when she did post a picture of the baby folks were shocked!

  • I don’t blame you one bit. It’s not a bad idea at all, especially for someone like me. EVERYTHING gets on my nerves during pregnancy. As soon as the cat’s out of the bag it seems like it’s magnified. Congrats on your little bundle of joy!

  • Congrats sis! I love it. Things have changed so much since I had my kids. I love it!

  • Outdoorsy Diva

    That announcement is absolutely adorable!! I’ve known quite a few people recently to do this and now make any mention of thier pregnancy on social media. I can definitely understand why. I had my son long before this socail media world we live in now so I was never faced with the intrusion that I’m sure people face now. Congratulations on your daughter!

  • Wow, that was a surprise! Congrats to you, she’s beautiful!

  • Carissa

    Congratulations to you and your family! Love the superhero outfits!!

  • So you didn’t tell anyone until after you had the baby? Do you not live close to your family?

    • I have family right here in Brooklyn as well as in the other 4 boroughs. I just told my mom, siblings, and in laws. Some friends and a handful of relatives.

  • Daria Vinning

    I love the takeaway and you are absolutely correct in that we anticipate the ending… Kudos to you for being able to hold out that long…Congrats to you and your beautiful family…

    • It’s not as hard as it seems. Well, for me. I’m a pretty private person anyway. Best feeling ever. Thank you!

  • Melissa Velazquez

    And she is a beautiful surprise! Congratulations again.

  • Tanya Harris

    This post came just in time. I too plan on taking this route if I ever decide to expand our family. I displaced my first pregnany on social media which was fine, but with the next, I want it for myself until I am ready to share.